Khloe Kardashian: Divorcing Lamar Odom Will Be 'Awful'

So heartbreaking! Khloe is clearly still not over Lamar, and she took to her Instagram on Nov. 23 to share an emotional quote about how 'awful' it feels to know that she probably won't spend the rest of her life with him.

Khloe Kardashian, 30, knows better than anyone that sometimes, love just ain't enough. After trying everything in her power to save her marriage to husband , the Keeping Up with the Kardashians star is slowly realizing how difficult it will be to finally let him go.

Khloe Kardashian: Divorcing Lamar Odom Will Be 'Awful' - Her New Instagram Message

Khloe's new Instagram message is breaking our hearts! Here's the full quote:

'One day, whether you are 14, 28 or 65 you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die. However, the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find - is that are not always with whom we spend our lives.'

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It's obvious that Khloe is hurting so much right now as she confronts the reality that she will have to officially end her marriage soon. No matter what she and Lamar have been through, Khloe seems to still love him deeply, and perhaps part of her always will. But it looks like she knows that the time has come to say goodbye.

Khloe Kardashian & Lamar Odom: If She Divorces Him, He'll Never Talk To Her Again

Lamar is making this decision very difficult for Khloe. A source told HollywoodLife.com EXCLUSIVELY that the former NBA star still has hope that he can win her back - but if he can't, and she ends up staying with new love French Montana, Lamar is planning to cut Khloe off completely!

'Lamar understands French may have been the moon to Khloe, but to Lamar, she's his star,' our source explained. 'Lamar's not about to watch his star fall and he won't watch her fall for this man. But if she does, he will gladly give her her freedom from him but . He's made up his mind.' We can't imagine how devastating this would be for Khloe!

So what do YOU think, HollywoodLifers? Should Khloe divorce Lamar or do you think they can still save their marriage? Let us know!

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